Memoirs Of A Broken Heart
I'm a poet.
I'm a sapiosexual.
I'm a senior in college.
I'm a member of H.E.L.P. Ministries.
I'm a 21 year old young woman from Brooklyn, New York on the road to a successful Life !
P.S. Music Saved My Life.
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"I lay around dead, dull, and weakened by life. This world kills me over and over everyday. My spirit, my dreams, my aspirations shattered in the hands of society."
Today, someone asked me what was the highlight of my year….
It actually had me thinking. Not because I didn’t know but think about it, how many times out of the year can you say you’ve done something worth doing, something that made you better than the day before, or even being a blessing to someone else?
Awkward Marathon .
This show is actually pretty neat. I don’t know why I haven’t watched it but now I’m hooked. Sad thing is the season finale comes on tonight; fml. All in all, I’m learning a lot from this show and it’s opening my eyes to a lot of issues of my own that I’ve put aside. Time to get to working on those hidden things.
Fall Semester; Senior Year !
My schedule is pretty much full for the semester. I’m consumed with Class and interning. However, I still have a decent amount of time on my hands. I plan to use that time doing all the things that keep me leveled and “in the game”.
- Church
- Volunteer Work
- Quality time with my friends and family
- Quality time with my girlfriend
These are all the things that really keep my grounded and put together. They also give me that “get a way” when school seems a bit overbearing.
Depressed.
No, I don’t want to talk.
No, I don’t want to eat.
No, I don’t want to tell you what’s wrong.
No, I don’t want to answer my phone.
I want to stay in bed all day, cry off and on and stay mad at the entire world. I’m tired of being optimistic thinking that things will get better one day. Fuck this !
"I sit in silence and begin to think as laughter echoes through the air; I can’t get you off my mind and another love I can never bare."
Enough is Enough !
Just got in from my Auntie’s funeral. I cried my eyes out and I’m sure there will be nights or days that the tears will come just with her so fluently in my memory.
However, today is the day where I fully realize and come to terms with the fact that I know longer have a legit family. Just my two younger brothers and my older sister.
I know now that it’s time to move on and leave NY. I must branch out and live my life somewhere else in another environment. I love NY and it will always be home for me but this place only harbors dead memories for me.
So, with that being said I want to move to Georgia. I’m not too sure where in Georgia but I do want to start my life there. I graduate next May with a Bachelors in SOWK so I think starting my career in a new environment will be a very great choice.
