It actually had me thinking. Not because I didn’t know but think about it, how many times out of the year can you say you’ve done something worth doing, something that made you better than the day before, or even being a blessing to someone else?
Just got in from my Auntie’s funeral. I cried my eyes out and I’m sure there will be nights or days that the tears will come just with her so fluently in my memory.
However, today is the day where I fully realize and come to terms with the fact that I know longer have a legit family. Just my two younger brothers and my older sister.
I know now that it’s time to move on and leave NY. I must branch out and live my life somewhere else in another environment. I love NY and it will always be home for me but this place only harbors dead memories for me.
So, with that being said I want to move to Georgia. I’m not too sure where in Georgia but I do want to start my life there. I graduate next May with a Bachelors in SOWK so I think starting my career in a new environment will be a very great choice.
I’m going on a cruise for 10 days.
Just my family and I.
I’m going to take these ten days to simply meditate.
I’m going to take a writing journal along for these ten days to just express my thoughts and write about the experience.